Don’t mind me I’m only drowning.
Nightmares are stopping now I just have weird sleep paralysis. Which is fine. Who wants to wake up and not feel like you’re being held down by something. Not me. Nope.
Took a melatonin and still couldn’t sleep.
Sometimes you shouldn’t let people come back into your life.
I miss being well rested. I miss being able to fall asleep without the fear of an atrocious nightmare lingering in the dark corners of my mind.
Hoping you’ll call so that I can ignore. You were confusing but I can take care of myself. I just wish sometimes that I didn’t always have to. If I move away from you, would you miss me the way that I miss you? So get more blue and I won’t talk to you, cuz it’ll hurt too badly when you let me down.
The only things I’ve been good at lately are having panic attacks, not sleeping, and crying.
